Here's a battle ready pose for y'all who like to see Rogue get down to business.
I'm having the hardest time building up motivation recently. I see the messages, I see the comments, I see the facebook notifications and I just can not bring myself to answer them. At this point I'm feeling terrible for avoiding even my friend's questions, but I just am stuck in this frame of mind. :< I'm really sorry guys! I'll try to get more active within the next day or two. For tonight I'll just post this photo and have a fresh start tomorrow.
I've been watching a lot of shows and reading a lot of comics for reference and inspiration. Wolverine and the X-Men, The Avengers, X-Men Evolution, all my Marvel films I own and plus I'm subscribed to Marvel.com so I get unlimited comics. >3<
I'm not working right now so I feel this urge to make all these cosplays, yet I am making no money. D: It's a terrible feeling because I feel like making 20 of Rogue's costumes and then I look at my bank account and realize I have to budget for the coming months of cons and gatherings. It's soooo hard not to get started on something.
For the time being, since I can't exert too much energy I'm going to look into possible ways of making money easily from home. Maybe I can work something out with my folks or ask neighbors if I can walk their pets or something for some cash. >__< I dunno, I'm at a loss right now because I can't go back to my job with all the physical activities they have me do, and yet I really need to go back. I have so much anxiety over it I'm unsure what to think. The only way I was able to go to comikaze is because my wonderful sister paid for everything and I got a free ticket. >//n//< I'm such a lucky sister to have someone so amazing in my life.
ANYWAY, I'm really sorry for spouting on and on. Uhmmm someone mentioned my pictures were up on geeks are sexy.com. Those photos were taken from my tumblr and the summary is an incomplete rendition of my comments. I'm so grateful for being put up on there, but in the same token it would have been nice if they had approached me or used my complete summary. >___<
I hope all is well with you, duckies! <3 I love you all dearly!
as Rogue (Anna Marie Raven)
Photographed by ~MonMonMouse